I found the sunshine

Good morning fam!! Well, it’s been an exciting day, and I’m going through a tough time. I’m still away on a trip with my husband, and he’s not feeling the best. So, these past few days, I’ve been thinking, what’s going to happen, how are things going to go…Finding sunshine can be easy but at times its hard.

In my life, at times it’s been so rainy. Even now with everything going on with my husband, I still believe I finally found the sunshine. I remember back when I was a child and I was always happy, it was my mom and I against the world. My mother loved me so much, she was my sunshine. If you ever got the chance to meet her you would never forget her. She was sweet, so outspoken, but so sensitive.

Mommy and I

I was so grateful that God blessed me with her. When she passed, the sunshine in my life was gone. I spent alot of time in the dark but after awhile I started to realize something. The light that my mom had was gone, but little did I know I had the light in me.

Every lesson, every talk my mother ever gave me was now apart of me. You know what’s funny tho? Some of the things I love to do, are things mom loved and it keeps me close to her. I look in the mirror and I see her. It took years for me to find the sunshine in my life, but now it’s here and I’m not letting it go.

My husband is a wonderful man and I’m grateful to be married to him, so even in trying times you can still hold on to the sunshine. Does it make the situation go away? No but it does change the way you go through it. Hold on to the light that is inside you and I believe that you will continue to make it. Stay encouraged!

Published by Queen Reliable Renea

I'm a writer, encourager and a friend. I write about my reality and my growth.

8 thoughts on “I found the sunshine

  1. I definitely can relate to your post. Being a full time mom I feel so tired at times and sometimes I don’t feel like I have a purpose for myself. But I’m jus now starting to do things for me and do things inlove

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